This is really late, but I forgot I wrote it! It was buried in my website copy work.
Beautiful day! Been in the garden connecting with Mother Earth for a while. The project started as clearing out the dross of last year’s garden, but seems the focus quickly encompassed clearing out my mind in preparation for the Vernal Equinox ceremony and declaration of intention I plan later today.
The Vernal Equinox is the astrological New Year, and it seems to be my time to review the seeds I’ve planted and where I need to go from here, my resolution time.
This time it was replanting the seeds of my life-long dream, which I’ve worked hard gestating through these past winter months. Almost as soon as I reclaimed my dream, and declared my intent doors started opening and things started falling into place (you know the map).
But somewhere along the way the doors started creaking and my support system disappeared. Denial at first, then disbelief, then frustration followed, but still I wouldn’t be deterred and kept working, learning and tweaking on my own. It hasn’t been easy, but it has been rewarding in a lot of ways, and one of the happiest times of my life. In reclaiming my dream I was living to live again not living to die just marking time.